Had to run Nemo & Dolphin yesterday. But frankly speaking, Nemo is much more slack. Ha. Lucas, Xiaohei & co came. Then gotta knw his friend, Zhonglian who never fail to disturb me. Tsk, but still had fun w them. Headed back to Dolphin around 11.
Finished work at around 5, wrapped up the day. Stayed behind with Stephanie. Then King told us alot of things, about Dolphin which somehow made us rather sad. Its like, this period of time is so rocky, yet one by one wants to leave Dolphin. New girls don’t understand how we feel, they just work for the sake of working. I don’t know how to explain but its really stressed up for me. I really don’t know how to manage everything at a go- Covering for waitress, making sure of many many things.
I really think I’m a lousy supervisor. Sigh. I’m up for the position for about 3 weeks yet I still can’t manage everything well. Maybe outsiders might think that I’m doing too much for this job, giving up too much for it, missing out so much things in life, but its the bonding I have with the girls esp Lydia, Steph etc, the bonding I had with the people there. Sigh nevermind.
Cabbed back to my house area with Stephy. Went home to change and all, and went to another block to do stun. Got sort of chased away by indians cause they said we were loitering at the common corridor, f. Then headed to Resident corner. Talked about many stuff, like relationships, people in our environment, how we lost many close friends because of this job, But again, we gained alot on the other hand. Like able to see everything and people from different walks of life etc.
Then suddenly a police car passed by, which is very unusual, so I told her to throw the stuff away. And yes I was right. Luckily the stuffs aren’t with us when we got screened. Ha.
Went home after that as we had nothing to play or do. Shaggeddddd.
The one whom you love, and both are still together, didn’t show or do as much as someone whom you don’t love yet loves you.. Maybe this is what we call life. Ha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETzgxKXly3M
He sang much more better than the original singer. Luv this song. Meaningful. :)
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